But, yes, when I go on holiday, I wear a bikini on the beach. I have even been known to go topless on the odd occasion.
And why? Because I work bloody hard all year, that's why. I work full time and I study part time so when I go to Spain for my one week holiday abroad each year I make the most of it.
I don't flaunt my fat, I arrange my area (towel down, water, Kindle, iPod and sun cream out of the bag, umbrella up), sit down and then remove my tshirt and shorts. If I get up to go to the loo or the bar, I put my tshirt and shorts back on.
If I am going to sit around the swimming pool because I fancy a swim (I don't swim in the sea, a fish once touched my leg and I leapt about 6 feet out of the water), I wear a swimsuit as I am quite a vigorous swimmer and only have to worry about one piece, not two.
I am currently trying to lose a few pounds, but that is because I have put weight on and can't get into my holiday clothes and for 1 week a year, I refuse to buy new stuff.
Don't be ashamed by the size you are, but there are ways to act without shoving it in people's faces.
